Spot Light

I guess a lot of people are now seeing that fame is not all that it is cracked up to be. fame money is worse than drug money in a sense. i know i know you reading this like what the heck is he talking bout well keep reading mother fucker and you shall find out! drug money is also known as easy come easy go money, you really didn't have to work hard for it. its like ok i made enough for today let me blow it. fame money is a lil different and its said when it goes. you work hard to get to the lime light you put blood sweat and tears to get there and then you make one mistake and they can take all your money away by by endorsements by by support. see me i would rather get quite money than fame money. again i know your like what in the world is quite money. well quite money is the nigga you never hear about he in the background has just about or if not more money as these stars and celebs you see how i split it in two cause you can be a star and not be a celeb. i would never want the stress and the pressure they go throw and not to mention all the people in your business i mean we live are lives every day and have people in are business so imagine the whole world in your shit! shit i don't even want to imagine that shit. I think people forget that they are people guess what they eat they sleep and shit just like us! how many regular people cheat on the wife? is their company saying oh you fired or yea we going to give your wife your paycheck. how can you mix business with pleasure? im sure niggas not buying Gatorade cause they seen tiger woods drinking that shit. im sure niggas was not eating wheaties cause Michael Phelps was on the damn box. if i like the product i like it if i don't i don't. you cant sell me shit i don't like cause my favorite rappers favorite rapper is on the shit! what i look like a mother fucker with out free will? I swear people are so easily misguided and it makes no sense we will never be free as long as you keep letting the media and politics take away your right to question and free will! will im done for now until we meet again let my just blow your mind!

SocialScope

So most of you are aware that socialscope sent out a long awaited upgrade to its beta tester program for twitter and facebook. well let me say it was worth the wait! the have added support for flicker and foursquares(i have no clue what that is). It also has some great enhancements such as you now can see trending topics and search for people tweeting near you and geo tagging(marking your location of where you were @ when you sent the tweet). Oh but wait there is more lol, now your facebook comments are now in your @ reply section witch is the shit i think and the ui is much sexier than the older version of the application. so if your looking @ me crazy like what is socialscope its a app that will change your life its still in beta so you have to get invited to use it but if you want to request an invite you can go to www.socialscope.net to do so its for the Android, BlackBerry, and Iphone so hop on it!

Gray

As I look up at the sky all I see is gray. That's funny cause I feel gray. Its a feeling of downs and it means my sight is cloudy from seeing what's in store for me. People tell me all the time cheer up its people out here doing worse than you. I feel for them as well cause worse than me is not looking to good for you. I guess what people should really tell you is stop feeling sorry for your self and do something to change the gray to a beautiful day. I'm not feeling sorry for my self just yet. Its just its not me who needs the change. I wish this person could take my gray and fill it with colors of the rainbow. I guess my canvas is just meant to be blank until you get that idea for a masterpiece.

Phone junkie

i got a rumor for you, i heard she was trying to be a hero but was really a sidekick! she missed mytouch and needed my chocolate. that was pre pixie and be for all the envy. you know i stay G5 i downgraded her to G1 told her ass to Google me Hun! told her ass i needed a blackberry you know one wit curves that i can hold on to when it storms. i giver her ass pearls when i come off tour.

Damn Shame

Damn how could you put me through this? I wish i never got you and made you mine! You were nothing more than a trick. Took my money and thought the shit was funny. I guess they was right every thing that glitters damn sure aint gold. I tried to hold on to you and now that i look back it was just the thought of you that had a hold on me. Damn how I wish I would have known what i knew now, maybe my life wouldn't be upside down. Stressed and vexed damn i am a mess! You got me depending on others and feeling like a scrub, shit is real bad when i cant even afford to puff a dub! Thought i was in love found out it was lust, just was trying to get my fat ass off the bus! Now its back to square one, got to find my self another one and maybe just maybe she will be the one to save me!

Just A Little Vent

Well when things are not going your way the first thing people say is pray on it. man sometimes i just want to stick that finger that's highest right at them and tell im pray on that! can pray on it really be the answer for everything? like do you tell some one who's wife and kid just died in an accident to pray on it, or do you tell the man who just lost his home and is in the middle of a ugly divorce to pray on it? in this life aint nothing sweet and aint nothing promised but death. this world gets uglier every day. Prices for wants and needs go up everyday while your pay either stays the same or gets lower in this here game of life. so times praying is just the belief you need to make it i understand that but right now this very minute i need more than belief. this feeling that i feel is enough to kill me. I am so overwhelmed this shit is taking all of my energy. will things ever work out or will it continue to cave in on me till their is nothing left? right now im feeling like if this is life do i want it? i have been fighting for 27 years when will the beating be over or do i have to fight until my life is over? They say without struggle their is no success will i been struggling where the fuck is my success? My spirit is low real real low can any thing restore it? My faith hangs in the balance, im trying to think how can i win without crossing the line? im so tired of living in a world where crime pays and hard work is overlooked! to live in a world where money is held higher than life makes me sick and aint no prescription or vaccination for this. No i am not complaining just a little vent to get the bad vibes and bullshit off my chest. i figured i would release it and let you know the things that's on my mind.

Get Up

Damn why do i feel like its me against the world? its like no matter how hard a try or that i stay on a path that's right shit always goes left? my name should be cant get right if things keep going in this direction. we all know for every cause there is an effect but what we some times fail to do is change the way we react to that effect cause sometimes that can change your outcome. i have to live by my quote "Survival is the only option" i need to live it and mean it. things may not never go my way but as long as i believe i can get through it than i know i can. You cant complain cause complaining will get you know where cant no one do shit for you but you. So take your destiny by the hand and guide your dreams to come true cause this will not beat me nor will it be the end of me. it will take a lot more thin a sticky situation and a string of bad luck to keep me down cause right now i got to get up!