Citgo beef

Ok so me and wifey decide to go out and enjoy the nice weather outside and plus we needed to go pick Zoë up from her grand mom house. So wifey stops at the citgo on coldspring and wabash to full the tank up. I get up swipe the card and proceed to pump the gas. The shit stop on $11.94 I'm like what the fuck right. So a old man comes up to me and tells me they guy put his money on our pump. So me and old dude go back in to see what's good cause I'm not comming off $24.00 for no reason right. So this bitch ass african dude gonna holla out I owe the old man 12 bucks. I'm like how the fuck I owe him 12 bucks am I behind this counter pushing fucking buttons??? So I was like step out this bitch ill give you a twelve dollar ass whopin for real. So the old man called the police. We wait for them to get their and shit. The police tell us aint nothing they can do its a civil matter and shit. I'm like this nigga fucked up he need to come out of pocket. Cause I'm like how do I know my card aint get charged and what not??? So the police were like just please give the old man 12 bucks and what not and will give ur our info if u did get charged we can tell them what happen. So we give them the 12 and I can't wait to see that bitch nigga in the streets!!!
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All Cried Out

On this sunday as the sun tries to break through the clouded sky I sit and I think on all my feelings.

I have a lot running through my mind and I can't figure out what's right or wrong. I was told its not about right or wrong when it comes to feelings. Its just understanding and patients.

As I sit alone I try to be patient I try to wait for her to come around. I don't want to seem selfish and make her feel I am only thinking of me. Its just so hard to be in a relationship and feel all alone some time.

If love truly is meant to be for the both of us I guess I have to learn patients and spend some time alone when id rather cuddle or make love. I just guess I need to find shit to do when the lonely times roll around.

I'm hopping things will get better soon before my heart is all cried out.
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where are they now?

i am trying to figure out what happen to real music? right now all the shit is out is beats for real there is not one person putting any thing worth listening to. i m tired of all this dumb down music where i swear you got to drop out of high school to understand what they are talking about. where are the groups like boys 2 men or the rappers like mos def or talib kweli? i just cant get with this bullshit people are putting out and they expect people to pay for that shit. i cant even remember the last cd i spent money on i want to say it was lil kims the naked truth. all i know is these music people better step up b4 they all go broke cause these people who listen and buy that shit will soon run out of money and or lose interest for real. its some people that are missing from the game why i am wondering why they have not dropped a cd. like Kelly price. where is she at? Joe where is he at? donel jones? Deborah Cox? tamia? if you know where their at please let me know!

I wonder if she is thinking of me?

I wonder If she is thinking of me while she is at work and her boss is plucking her last nerve?
Is she thinking of me while she is in class and the teacher is all up in her ass?
I wonder is she thinking of me while she is up in the club wit her girls and the guys are all on her popin the bub?

Cause I think of her 24/7 and I just can't quit she is like my habit I'm addicted to it. Every time I am away from her I think of her. While I sit back and blow back da good green I am thinking of her. In my dreams its her even in my nightmares its her! Damn I just breath her. What if you were her?
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Is It Fair?

what's going on to all my readers? first i just want to thank all of yall for the support and just taking the time out to see what goes on in my mind.



i was just at my desk working and some random thoughts just hit me like wow. you know how people say when a women gets pregnant its her body her decision and what not i some what agree with that but that baby is just not hers. you know she could not make it on her own. what happens when a time comes where the women does not want the baby but the man does? does he not have a say so on something he helped create? does he not have the right to want to be a parent? i mean how do you think he would feel? i assume the same way some of you women feel when the man tells you he don't want the baby but because its your body you have the right to take parent hood away? also one thing i don't understand about child support if you know he don't want that baby but you do why is it you get to take his ass for child support you know his ass aint want the baby! i think it needs to be some type of law put up for child support like you can only take a dude for child support if he was in it for the long haul and then out the blue just decided to dip out on the woman. but if the man from 21 jump street so i am not ready to have a kid lets get it aborted why is he on child support? i hope some people will read this and give me some feed back i like to hear what every one has to say on what i am thinking!

End Of The Day Thoughts

ok so its now 4:30 and i have 30 more minutes to go before i get off work. i just had a few things on my mind i thought i would share with yall is that alright?

why is it that when you go to Wendy's and Burger king the never put ketchup in your damn bag? i mean i feel like if i have any thing that might need ketchup it should automatically be put in my damn bag you know cause i hate when i get to my destination with my damn food and i don't have any ketchup for my fires.

i have always wondered maybe you have to i don't know, but why is it that you never get a lot of duck sauce wit your Chinese food you tell them extra duck sauce just to get 3 damn packs of them joints. i mean what is it? do them joints cost more than all the other sauces they have?

this is for all my American Idol viewers is it just me or is the blind guy still on there only because he is blind? don't get my wrong he can sing but like im getting tired of this dude at the piano and setting down and shit that ray Charles and stevie wonder era is over. like your video will always be the same shit you at that damn piano.

my main thought before i go home is why do the make products with the names of illegal substances for that purpose? like the blunt wraps Kush and purple haze and all that good stuff? like i would think it would be illegal for you to sell that stuff and how can you sell bongs? like why hasn't kosmic konections down fells point been hit up cause its nothing but a weed store?

so tired of black people being made a fool of.

what's up people this is my first blog so bare with me your boy is just getting use to this shit and i am about to get my feet wet ya dig. ok this is just the way i have been feeling about certain things lately and i want to know how you feel about what i am saying i like to hear every one opinion so you know after you read just leave some feed back.

how many of you remember back in the day what VH1 use to play? well if you don't i do. it was all pop music no r&b and no soul. now when you turn on the damn TV all you see is black people making a damn fool of them selves you got flavor flav. i love new your real chance at love and the new ray j shit. its getting to be a bit to fucking much. im tired of seeing that bullshit. we do we have to down grade are self to make a damn buck? then its this citi bank commercial that every time i see the shit piss me the fuck off. its the one where the people finish the other person sentence and it starts of with this black guy and he talking like yea such and such and my family loves to eat.......so the next person is a white lady and she come out her fucking mouth with dog food. to me that's a lil fucked up. then McDonalds got black people singing about chicken its like wow! really. well that is all for my first thought and i hope to have a great following and we can really have it popping. till next time ill holla!