I Wonder

I would love to have a chance to smash Marsha Ambrosius just to see if she moan like she sing! I would be like Hey you can we get just a little bit closer? Just lay down and say yes! Have her feeling butterflies while she call me her superstar and I told her some times she makes me smile plus your my sunshine and I would love it if she would be my co-star I'm talking 25-life so what's up its getting late!

All For Nothing

So peep this right in march of 09 my Honda accord's engine blew after i had just finish putting money in to other parts of the damn car i was stuck out on 83 south looking stupid as fuck! so you know im pissed the fuck off right? shit no question, so im like im going to get a new used car cause its pointless in keep putting money into this joint. So im riding the MTA for about 4 or 5 months when this dude i know through my mans has this caddy going for 1300 so im like sweet. he tells me its got a new radiator and spark plugs and he was like it might need a fuel float so im like okay cool. so i buy the beast ass caddy like a month later that joint just cutting off on me and shit im like oh aint this bout a bitch! so this car has been sitting in my parking lot with a flat tire and expired tags cause ill be damn if im going to pay insurance for some shit i cant drive right now and pay to renew the temp tags that i had to turn them into 4 year tags. so i walk out my damn house this morning to throw the trash out on my way to work and i see an orange fucking sticker on my windshield and i aint new to this so i already know what it is you dig! so im like are you fucking serious like what else can go wrong with me and cars! if i didn't have a daughter i swear i wouldn't even need a damn car. now im post because im about to lose out on 1300 bucks cause if the shit get towed im not paying to get the shit out what for the shit don't run and it has a flat tire. so im thinking let me try and sell it b4 they try and tow it tomorrow or ill donate the shit. i just cant win for losing i graduated high school in 2000 why do he keep testing me? with all the other people in the world give them niggas pop quizs what's so special that you just keep hitting me with the FML situations? Well im not going to stress it either i make something happen or its all for nothing.

Ill Do

To you I give the world just to see the twinkle in your eye and your lips crack a smile. Ill do every thing I can as a man to be the man that you look up to. Ill do every thing I can to teach you right from wrong. Ill even have tea party's and sing you a song. When you need advice or just to hear something nice you won't have to look far. Through all your ups and downs, mistakes and heartbreaks no I told you so, Just I love you so and I aint going no where. You don't have to fear cause daddy's here. No matter what you do I got your back like my name was carters because I am your Father!
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Who's the Pussy? Who's the Bitch?

So as i sit here @ my desk listening to the its dark and hell is hot album. I am going back to the events that took place Friday night @ silver shadows. I am working doing my job a girl comes to me and tell me its a dude in the girls bathroom so i go and get dude up out and telling him he cant be in the women’s bathroom and this dude tell me suck his dick. so im look ok you got to go! im dragging him out and his hommie see him and laughing @ him and what not. now mind you dude is like 6’3 and 290 solid so if you was going to pop slick and jump bad why not do it right then and there? so as im getting him out the head bouncer like whoa whoa come to find out this dude is his cuz man so he go and talk it out wit home boy now im like that some bull shit im telling dude he got to dip and now you going over that bitch and basically saying its cool. so the dude walks past me and tells me he going to twist my wig back and im like oh wow! really?!?!? like ok so i am like this nigga got to go i get the other bouncer and tell him fuck wit the other yo saying he threatening my life he got to roll. so we put dude out. when the club ends him and like 3 dudes out there waiting for me and yall know me im not one to run and bitch up so im bout to go out and as i am he flash the gun @ me and the bouncer who put him out wit me grabbed me and said its not worth it. im like true so we waiting for our money that we are owed for the night and he still out there now its him and some girl he like i just want to talk to him im like we can talk soon as you go put the gun up. he like lets just talk like men and i told him you heard what i just said. so he proceeds to call me all types of bitches and pussy and my blood is boiling now but im thinking smart i been through this before i know what it feels like. back in like i want to say 05 i was robbed @ gun point down bottom and shit gun right on my forehead feeling the steel so im no stranger to this shit. I am thinking to my self though who is the bitch is it me or him? im thinking its him for not wanting to throw hands but the way im feeling its like i was the bitch for not doing shit. damn i hate this feeling shit is just eating me up and side. I am not a gangster but im far from a punk but its like niggas cant fight no more they want to take your life for stupid shit. i get to much to live for to die for showing a nigga im not a bitch or a punk i figure i don’t have shit to prove to him or any one i don’t know. so my question to my readers is what would you have done in that situation?

Time Out To Thank You

Damn i hate feeling down and in a shitty mood! when i need a mood lift i run to her. i love how her eyes twinkle light purple crystals. just the thought of her cheers me up. she’s so good at her job niggas try to hit it, but she is just for me. the way she warms me and makes my body tingle cant know one do it better than her unless they are exotic. i mean just the sent of her got me seeing visions and illusions of pure ecstasy! when i take you out and break you down just feeling how sticky you are, oh i know im in for a hell of a time. if this is wrong i don’t want to be right. just blow my mind and im going to inhale all of you in, take deep breathes breathing in and out girl let me savor the taste and hit it till i cant grip you any more. its as if im floating in the air. I never want to come down from a feeling like this, you make me forget my worries and take the stress away for a while you give me a break from life and i think you for that. you got me so G5ived my eyes low and my speech slow. even my woman thanks you cause when im finished hitting you im ready to EAT so she spreads her legs cause she know i got the munchies!

Honey Dip

she was standing about 6’2 thick and curvy in all the right places, skin was the color of copper and hair in a natural fro to match. big juicy lips with a gap between her teeth had me thinking she might be the shit between the sheets! she had a gutter gutter mentality and i like that. she was on her grown woman thing far from a hood rat. I had to grab her attention and keep it so i came at her the best way i knew how. that was to boost my ego while boosting hers letting her know she should be on me just as well as i should be on her. she like the way i talked and i got her intrigued now she wondering if what i talk about is fact or fiction! now every time i turn around i see her looking at me wondering if im sincere or on some other type of mission. im checking for her she checking for me, we never thought this would be something so serious cause in the beginning she was just curious. now we attached at the hip i call her my hone dip!

My Life

As i can remember I was twenty five just getting by. my life was changing right before my eyes. now i have dealt with the lies and the false rumors but this time it was true. No fiction just fact. Was no time to backtrack what’s done was done and i couldn’t change that. I was happy, I was scared I shed a few tears some good some bad. Life had dealt me this hand no face cards and it was looking kind of red, but im bout my books and i was planning on making it some how. if i had to cut my way through i was in it to win it. I was going to be a man with out truly knowing what a man was supposed to be. I knew my mother did the best she could and i was going to make her proud. so here it is a week before my twenty six birthday and my honey dip gave me a present that will last me a life time. January 30th my life was no longer mine.

Monday Night

@ FedEx Field last night to see my EAGLES take on them Deadskins in a division rivalry! The stage was set now it was time to find out who wanted it more who was hungry for a victory and is yall watched and i saw the EAGLES would not be denied! final score EAGLES 27-17 over the redskins!!!